I love you

We said goodbye and goodnight. She signed out.
Two minutes later I got a text:
"Damn I forgot to say I love you.....I love you xxx"

Wow....she's so lovely!! Why did I ever exclude her? I love her....sincerely!!

Blessed

Blessed are the forgetfull, for they get the better even if they blundert.

Our day trip

I think of her each day. More and more...and more.
What I see is what we did, what we felt, what we saw, what we said.

I came across this song today. It says everything I guess....

Nina Nastasia - Our day trip

Let's not go to work this morning
Let's not wait to leave the city
We've got just enough money

Let's see how far we can amble
One day can make all the difference
Rinse the red dirt in the water

Can you stay with me and tell them you're sick
I'll pack us a meal for our day trip

We'll be safe out in the sun
We'll split a bottle on a boat
Two souls alone out on a lake
It will be the perfect afternoon
We can lose our clothes and have a swim

Your free hand waving from the gate
The metal shining at your waist
You had so much more ambition

Quote

I was driving home today and as I reached an empty bendy road I tried some circuit style driving. It took a lot out of me and a few scares aswell. Not to mention the constant tyre squeel. haha

As I reached the main road I calmed/slowed down and started thinking (adrenaline pumping through my veins) and realised something:
That I can only be remotely happy by trying too hard...and that trying too hard means taking chances and more than often losing a lot of precious things along the way. Either because I'm too careless or the thing I'm chasing doesn't want to be chased by me.

And I realised that it is not the way to be. So when I read the following quote a good friend of mine had sent me, I knew that it had put into words all that I felt.

"I have learned to seek my happiness by limiting my desires, rather than in attempting to satisfy them."
John Stuart Mill

A month

Maybe he is right....and it is all futile.
Pondering and contemplating about whether I should and how I should do it for years, he gave me the last nudge I needed to push through. I should do it.

I now know how I want to do it and it's a great and sure way. So why not? It's all over anyways.

In a month...I will do it!!

After

Now I know why people were afraid of discovering new lands over seas when they thought the earth was flat.
They were afraid to get to the edge and there would be nothing.

I KNOW there is nothing after this!!

The end

Everything that has a beginning has an end!!
I never thought our end would come so soon!!

Untitled

To be!!
That´s not a question!!
It´s something to ponder upon!

I ran

Edward:
"I ran. I ran until my muscles burned and my veins pumped battery acid. Then I ran some more."

Waves

We are but tiny ducks,
merely bobbing on the
surface tension of life


Let us enjoy the waves!!