some days

some days I think ...

Empty room

Once again...I'm sitting in this big empty room.

the only source of light is my computer screen.

and old ambient radio station playing on the background.

I have it all but just that one thing

isn't it weird that I'm being held as a treasure by some people and smashed to the ground by others at the same time just because.....

isn't it funny how all my hopes fade away with a single word? or absence of it?

Whilst trying to keep a clear view of my goals all I can see is clouds gathering around me.

As if nobody wants me to grow....to develop....to succeed.

All I wanna do is GO AWAY!

Lie

She lets me fold her into my arms,
lets me make her feel safe

but in the end
I should have known it was all a lie