The V&D Girl :P

Amrieta said she knew I was coming. Am I that predictable? And if I am is that a bad thing?
Anyway she is full of surprises isn’t she? I can’t stop laughing about the remark she made about me not showing up…it still makes me laugh my lungs off :P :P haha no not literally:P
Is it because I am afraid that something would happen to me like that time with Jess that I am so insecure about everything that has to do with Thamie? I like her a lot and I know she likes me too…..but I mean come on…Even Amrieta who shouldn’t see anything in me is asking me out and being so nice and “willing” so why isn’t Thamie?? Is her education really THAT important to her?? And if yes why NOW?
I’m wondering when we’ll stop dancing around and sit down at the table and say it all out loud and honest. Is it really that much to ask?
After all I have been through!!

Amrieta

We had spoken each other the next day after the job interview and we both got accepted and invited for the training but I offcourse turned it down because of the two other jobs of mine....but she went to the training and got refused ...but anyway....that a side....
She still works in V&D in Rotterdam.....which particularly suits me.....anyway she calls me sometimes and all and we kinda asked each other out when she asked me for the phone number of one of the jobs I had quitted....The call-center job that was.....
so anyway our date was for this monday.....but she mailed me yesterday that she couldn't possibly make it...and how sorry she was and that we should make another date.....I really wanted to meet her again so I said I was kinda sad about it and she asked me to visit her today at work....I said I would if I have the time...and today I got bored and missed her a lot so...I took my things and went to see her.....and I have to say:
"She is a dark, long haired beautiful spanish angel with legs to match"
"A smile that makes your feet tremble"
"And eyes which can literally drown you"
(That V&D uniform IS MADE for HER)
I forced myself to stop drooling and to say goodbye and come home.....
All the way back home all I could think about were her eyesand how she smiled at me....
I dunno why....but I like her...

T-tje

So she finally came back from her two month trip in Australiaë. And guess what...the day I went to give Arjen his scotch and say goodbye to him before he left to China I saw her on my way back on the train station in Amsterdam. She was with Sher offcourse. She looked good....(gained a bit I thought) anyway.....but she looked really nice, kind and above all sweet as honey.
Without any hesitation she handed me mysouvenirr...a key chain with a koalabear on it :) it was a cute little thing.
Anyway...I dunno whathappenedd....it might have been that she saw my braces or whatever....but she's SOOOOO distant since then.....she doesn't even talk to me anymore....and it even got worse after I asked to talk to Sher......I have no intentions with her anyway....and I certainly don't want T-tje to think I'm flirting with Sher or anything cause I'm not......I really really like T-tje.....but she doesn't seem to notice...well...we'll just have to wait and see then.......................