London The preparation

Almost showtime...just a week away!
I'm to fly from Eindhoven at 19:35 and to arrive at 19:40 at stanstead.
then begins the journey towards the hotel.
Anyway I have been talking to this girl in london for months now and she's thinking it over to meet me or not this weekend.
I hope she does but we'll see about that.....can't wait actually till the weekend...oh I'm so stressed out.

Never knew

I never knew what love was until I met her.

I never knew what hurt was until I saw her.

I never knew .......




.......much

Time and Space

You cannot time the space between moments.

Hopes and dreams

Hopes and dreams.....
nothing more illusory....
nothing more necessary

No man can do without dreams
No man can do more than hope...

Patience is a good thing

Last night I came back to my room quite late to hit the bed. As I saw some IM's Narges had left me. Curious about why she contacted me after all these time and what was so important that she wanted to tell me....I sent her an SMS and asked....she didn't answer me till this afternoon.
She was so happy that they had found a house in Leiden and that they were going to move in a week or two. I could be more happy for her...I know how much she suffers in Emmen...kinda shut off from the rest of the world.
Anyway she kinda suggested to see more of each other once she gets there which I obviously applaud. Since I know this
I'm so happy that I didn't get to the point of telling her I wanted to break contact....cause as you may have noticed...I lover her....SO MUCH!! SO MUCH IT HURTS!! but the distance is a killer....I know this by experience...

I can only hope this works out right....