Forgotten, Not Forgiven

hmm...after a few weeks I have again written a poem a few days ago....I wrote it because of some hity things I have done and have happenned and as I want to call it myself it is one of my best poems ever. So here it is:

Forgotten, Not Forgiven

Today as I stood before the mirror
I looked deep into my eyes
and for the first time ever
I actually felt sorry for her

Sometimes I wished
I had some kind of
incurable disease
so it would show
in how much pain I really am
and it's all because of her

Someone release me from this hell
someone relieve me of this pain
someone please
leave me here to bleed
leave me to die
but please no more lies

I wish I could
gather all my tears
so I could
drown her in them

It's too late now
we have gone too far
maybe I've tried too hard
to believe in our love

What are you really looking for?
another partner to abuse and to adore?

Though I'm trying to keep a view
I'm losing myself to the twilight

Never-ending roads
I have taken,
starting to wonder:
"Where did they begin?"
"Where will they end?"
"Will they ever end?"

This plot is simple
and I know what to do
I should count to a hundred
and forget
not forgive
just forget
everything
everyone
FOREVER


Written by: Nawid S.