it's like she knows...or at least someone knows...each time I'm having a good time or having just fun...or for that matter I'm not depressed... she shows up...and does this minuscule but yet painfull thing to me... I'm tired of it...I'm hating her...I'm loving her...I don't know...even though I have all I want and need...it's her that I desire.... but she's the devil itself...I mean how can you travel several thousands of miles to find someone....but yet be sooooo heartless.... I don't understand her....she leaves me but she talks to my alias at the same time...she doesn't have time for me but foe a complete stranger she makes time...... I really honestly wish someone would come to me and shoot me through the head.....because I can't do it myself otherwise I had already done it........come stab me and turn the knife.......but please do not let me suffer this way...I'm destroying myself from inside....how can you? who were you? who have you become? who will you be? who are you? I'm scared but yet I love you like hell......how much can a human withstand?
You have hurt me twice that much......please stop!!!
I can't stop loving you
I'd die for you
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
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