I want ...

I feel like putting a bullet between the eyes of every panda that won't screw to save its species.

I want to open the dump valves on oil tankers and smother all those French beaches I'd never see.

I want to breathe smoke.

I want to jump off the tallest goddamn building I can find.

I feel like taking a gun and walk from street to street pumping rounds into neighbors, friends, family and everyone else I have known.

I want to be enlightened.

All I need is to have one single near-life experience.