Tuesday, September 20, 2005

The V&D Girl :P

Amrieta said she knew I was coming. Am I that predictable? And if I am is that a bad thing?
Anyway she is full of surprises isn’t she? I can’t stop laughing about the remark she made about me not showing up…it still makes me laugh my lungs off :P :P haha no not literally:P
Is it because I am afraid that something would happen to me like that time with Jess that I am so insecure about everything that has to do with Thamie? I like her a lot and I know she likes me too…..but I mean come on…Even Amrieta who shouldn’t see anything in me is asking me out and being so nice and “willing” so why isn’t Thamie?? Is her education really THAT important to her?? And if yes why NOW?
I’m wondering when we’ll stop dancing around and sit down at the table and say it all out loud and honest. Is it really that much to ask?
After all I have been through!!

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