Sin ?!?!

Today I went to the travel agency and made my flight to Jess definite. It's a flight from Amsterdam to Paris to Toronto to Sudbury where she'll be waiting hopefully. I'd be leaving on 24th of May and coming back (hopefully not) at 16th of June.
The flight cost me a something like €700,00.
I paid it all in once. It felt great to be so deceicive.
117 days left to my flight. How am I gonna tell my parents or am I just going for plan A( not telling them at all and disappearing)?
hmmm it's a big decision.....though......I feel comfortable not telling them. I thought of recording a message and leaving it for them to find...but what to say in such a message?
I guss only one phrase fits here best:
"The sun is always shining when it's raining!"
it's late....
I'm gonna go to bed....tomorrow is another day!!