Meeting Narges

It is monday.
I woke up at 6:30 this morning. I was so eager to wake up I woke up before my alarm woke me. I took a shower and shaved. Did my hair, ironed my clothes and left the house.
I arrived in Emmen (where she lives) at 12:00. So I called her and she said she'd be a bit late. So I waited like 40 minutes until she got there.
I saw the bus pull over and she got out. A beautiful brunette with long hair ad a blue striped dress to the knees. She wore blue sandals with big cristal squares on it.
She came right at me and we hugged and kissed each other on the cheek and walked towards the city.
She first had a appointment with the optician. To pick up her new lenses. So we did that and we sat there talking and so until it was her turn. Afterwards we went to get something to eat because we were both very hungry. So we decided to go to a kebabhouse. Finally we found one and we picked a table and we sat there talking and laughing and taking pictures of each other until we were served.
While eating I got a feeling she wanted to get close to me.....but I didn't try anything (she also touched my feet with hers once or twice).
Anyway when we were done, I reached to my backpocket to get my wallet and pay the bill but just before I could get it she was already at the counter paying the man. I tried to get her away but it was already too late.
I was kinda offended but also proud. ( I know )
Anyway we strolled out there and went shopping for her. It was great she's my kinda shopper. It went kinda like...That, that, that and this....let's go to the cashier.
Anyway we had great time eating and shopping and walking through the sorta busy streets of Emmen together.
There were a few occasions I wanted to give in to my desire to grab her arm and kiss her passionately but I controlled myself as I didn't wanted to do anything what she'd regret afterwards or to spoil our great day together. So she escorted me to the trainstation at the end where I had to get on the train and come back home.
I was afraid she was going to miss her bus....but she insisted on coming in to the station with me. So I let her.
Once on the platform I put my things down and I stretched my hand towards her to say goodbye....she hugged me instead and we kissed cheeks three times and I said I had a great time and all.
She looked me in the eye and jumped at me and started kissing me.....and I kissed her back.... She tasted like nothing else....and gave me the feeling I had needed for months now.
I don't wanna love her....I don't wanna fall in love with her.....I really don't at the moment.....but who knows...I'm most afraid it might be too late already..........
What to say? What to do?