Ruining it just again

So as it was a known fact that I am uncapable of keeping anyone around me for longer than 6 months.I have decided just a few days ago to end things with Narges. You may wonder why as I have never been in love with anyone this badly for years.And yes I know she's the most beautifull, smart, classy and entertaining and most important of all mature girl I have ever had the fortune of laying my eyes on.She is probably the best thing which has ever happenned to me.

But let me enlighten you:

The fact of my emotional disfunctionality is a factor too great to be ignored. She is in a very delicate age and state. And the last thing I want to do is to hurt her. So therefor I'll take the blame upon me and I will end things before we have to. This way she won't feel dumped and I have done the right thing. And even though I suffer, this is the right thing to do.Maybe I am doomed to help others find their true love whilst I stay alone for years....and even though it hurts like hell....I have to refer to it simply as LIFE.