Good old days

And even though I thought some people to be so holy and rightous
I now know better that there is no such thing

And as I have already said in my previous posts:

"Even though I can hide my cold gaze from time to time behind my sunglasses.....
And even though I can fake a smile.....I am unable to fake happiness
And even though sorrow is part of our lives.......I can't keep up with the tragedy
And even though I am imprisoned......my mind is still free
And even though I lost all my money.......I want to leave now more than ever before
And even though I have accepted that some day I will die......Only thing I fear is that it won't matter to them.......not because I want them to care but because I want them to suffer"

or a more famous post of mine:

"I feel like putting a bullet between the eyes of every panda
that won't screw to save its species.

I want to open the dump valves on oil tankers
and smother all those French beaches I'd never see.

I want to breathe smoke.

I want to jump off the tallest goddamn building I can find.

I feel like taking a gun and walking from street to street
pumping rounds into neighbors, friends, family
and everyone else I have known.

I want to be enlightened.

All I need is to have one single near-life experience."