An empowering experience

I did all that was in my power not to contact her yesterday. I succeeded.
But there was no glory or pride in this victory.
I couldn't sleep for an hour as she occupied my mind.
At the end being tired got the best of me and I fell asleep.

This morning I woke up and did my routine. Walked to the car, put my laptop in there and grabbed the empty can of bullit out of the car to throw it away. As I walked back towards the house, I see her standing in her bedroom window, with some red sheets wrapped around her.
A radiant angel.
She smiles at me, I'm lost for reactions, I smile from ear to ear and wave at her. She waves back.
An empowering experience. I love her.