OMG

And there she is
All sleepy and tired
Staying up just for me
She's wearing her fur coat again
She looks like an angel, an radiant angel
My feet tremble and I lean against the landpost.
She smiles and flicks her hair.

I say goodnight and head back home!

All I want for her is to lean forward. Just a bit so I can be sure that it's safe to proceed. She doesn't, ever.

Oh My GOD, this second I realised, I can love no other person, except her!
This is too much, gotta let this one sink in....