Shoot

I have tidied up everything....She comes over and we head upstairs....
everything is done....and as she looks at me and does the things I ask her....All that I can feel is the growing distance between us.
God how I love to wrap my arms around her and embrace her....smell her hair ...and ...and...and...
As she lies on the bed and I approach her all I want to do is hold her head with both hands and gently kiss her lips .... as one would kiss a rose leaf. So delicate....so warm ....so red!
Instead I adjust the light and take the pictures.
I pity myself.