Skating

Called me up to go skating for a bit. I agreed.
One thing lead to another and she asked me to meet her bf. I dunno whether it's a compliment or just a rub down?
either way
at the end she asked me what I thought about our relationship and for the first time I realized what it really meant and I actually told her.
I told her it was destructive for me to be with her. And that she was the reason I was so alone and unhappy. Offcourse she did not understand but I didn't expect anything else anyways.