The Bitch

I never was this angry with anyone.....even when ppl hit me...even when ppl tried to kill me....I was never this hurt as I am now.
This little bitch ruined two beautiful years of my life..... the top years....until now that is.....
She pretended to care....she pretended to love.....she pretended and yet the worst thing is that she lied....she never talked ...she ...she...she... the rotten piece of shit......
she never loved...she never cared...she never even listened.....
I sent her gifts ......I loved her with all my heart and soul.....I gave up a part of myself to the thought of her.....she never even cared.....I fought my parents...I fought my friends...I fought myself.....all for her and her love...and the bitch didn't even care....
She got my gifts a month ago I discovered today...she never even mailed me...not to say thank you...but just to acknowledge the fact that she received them....the cruel heartless girl.....
even a guy can't be that heartless....
but I promised myself....I have shed enough tears for this piece of shit....it's enough...
enough is enough
she can die...
I hope she will
I hope some day she stands before me and I can say these words to her and just watch her crumble in shame and cry but cannot argue......that's the day I might forgive one shed tear
she's not even worth talking/writing about.....