Take on me

I dunno what is happenning to me...I'm not myself lately....I'm aggressive...yet romantic and compassionate....I'm angry with life...I'm angry with everyone who's slightly happy......I'm not someone to rule the world but I'm a comforting man on everyone's side if they would accept me to be.....I'm just a fucked up mind trying to figure out my own life.....don't need these girls....don't need these little pricks.....don't need all this shit I have to put up with right now.... I've had enough of this life....what would be the reason to live? what would be the reason to die?(you might ask but I'm sure you won't).
I can take on the world.....as long as they're honest....as long as they don't care about me....as long as I am alone....I have said this a hundred times and I'm going to say it again and again till the end :
"This story of mine has no happy end. This isn't an American story, It's an Irish one!!"
Something has got to give...otherwise I'm going to create alters or something....maybe I'd do that because I'm too cowardly to commit suicide to release myself from this hell... This hell they created around me.
Take on me.....I can take you all.....I don't need no sympathy...I do not need love or caring....Just attack me...challenge me...don't be scared...we're all going to die...someday...and the sooner it happens...the less you suffer.......................