Out of control

ARGH! I'm so frustrated with my life right now.
I am sick of feeling like nobody listens to me
I'm totally freaked out that my life is going from 0-60 in a matter of days.
And even though I'm suddenly busy, I feel more alone than ever right now. I need a really good cry, but the thought of crying right now makes me angry, thus defeating its cathartic purpose. I don't know, I just feel out of control...