I'm so very tired

Isn't it funny how I can be with all these girls and I'm still so helplessly alone just because of some weird conspiracy against me?
it is almost beyond believe how I still can cope with the pressure...
I'm so very tired of being soooo goddamn "Succesfull" and still not achieving anything at all!!
I'm so very tired of being with so many friends and still feel all alone in time of need!!
I'm so very tired of being loved but from a distance!!
I'm so very tired of everything