Iv, Skype and Me

Last night I was at home with Walid, just chatting with Ellaha and stuff and talking bullshit....she signed in but I didn't talk to her cause I was too busy with walid and Ellaha.
Anyway moments later she skyped me and she was so excited about how cool that was and how great it is that she can call me anytime she likes with the press of a button.
I introduced her to Walid and vice versa and we talked and talked and talked fo 2 and half an hour.
We played games.....asked questions........played quizzes.......
And w taked about our personalities and how we were and how we were gonna be.....and I ofcourse had to bring up her urge not to share her true feelings and always hiding behind that cute casual laugh.
She disagreed ofcourse....it's so like her
And I decided the only way to tell her properly is to let her read one ofmy previous blogs: "I Wish..."
At first she didn't get it really.....and she kept asking whether I had written that just because of Jess. Which wasn't so....
Finally I explained her how it actually was written because of her and WE had done together in the past and how I wished things would have turned out to be.
She asked me whether I had any regrets for the choices I had made. And to be honest I don't regret any choice except of telling her I liked her years and years ago. ( but even that is doubtfull because maybe if I hadn't done that we wouldn't be that close today)
Anyway I told her the relationship we have now is the only kinda realtionship I would want with her. She's a friend who's a girl with whom I can really share ANYTHING. And she doesn't judge me at all and does not critisize me or whatsoever.
Isn't that all everyone wants?
To have someone they can utterly trust with EVERYTHING in their life.
To have someone who listens.
To have someone who understands.
To have someone!

Anyway we decided that it was kinda late afer 2 AM so we decided to talk about it on monday when we'll be seeing each other afterall.
I hope it won't be weird. But I don't think it will be. We knoe each other too well for that!!