Stolen: Phone; Found: Friends

It’s Tuesday morning and as for the past 4 months I’m again in the train going to work in Leiden. I haven’t had much sleep last night. I wanted to but I had insomnia. (I guess all because my cell phone was stolen yesterday when I was on a date with Iv).
Anyway I was kinda tactless whilst talking to Ellaha. She said it’s ok but I know she was upset. I didn’t quite made it up to her.
I put on a film to watch “The Terminal”, with Tom Hanks. Great movie! It was like half past 1 AM or so I went to check whether Jess was online already, because I really needed a good friend to talk to. And guess what just two minutes ago she had said hi.
We talked about just about everything and she did something to me only she has been able to do in the 4 years I know her. She made me shed a tear. The only thing I wanted for months and months. To release a bit of tension in my life.
She said her graduation date will be on May 28th whilst her exams are on June 16th. A bit odd but very informative.
I’m seriously planning on going to her graduation. I dunno why but just as I explained to I yesterday: “I’m under a lot of pressure, if this goes on for longer I’ll really go insane, mental-ward-ready.”
But I’m wondering whether I’ll make enough money till then to be able to afford it. I hope I do.


Jack said:
what are ur plans for the rest of the night?
Jess said:
Sleep>> its needed I was in court all day today studying for school and stuff and i just got home maybe an hour ago soooo I am tired
Jack said:
court?
why?
Jess said:
I am studying law..
Jack said:
oooh yeah ok ok
Jack said:
and how was it?
Jack said:
Interesting?
Jess said:
Yeah it was
Jack said:
Great
Jess said:
lol... I had fun
Jack said:
that's the most important thing
Jess said:
yuppers and I learnt a lot
Jess said:
Missed you though
Jack said:
I miss you too.......for too long already
Jess said:
lol I know
Jess said:
:P
Jack said:
god why am I so sensitive this week ??:P lol
Jess said:
I am too soooooooooo it’s ok
Jack said:
lol no I mean I'm like this all week already.....a moment away from bursting in tears....but never getting there ...lol Jess said:
You want to know why you aren’t crying... because every time we talk we give each other hope
Jack said:
I sure like to think so
Jess said:
Lol :P
Jack said:
tell me honestly...why do u even talk to me?.......
Jack said:
I'm such a mess
Jess said:
Because we are two of a kind.... HUGE MESSES that no one will ever forget... We are special in our ways and I know that not talking to you for that long killed something inside of me... something was missing and I don't want to feel like that.... LOVE YOU
Jack said:
u are a tearjerker aren't u?
Jack said:
I guess ur right.....I love you too
Jess said:
LOL I am a tearjerker... but a really treat at the same time
Jack said:
yeah you really are
Jess said:
well thank you
Jack said:
you welcome
Jess said:
so you must be tired,,,,
Jack said:
yeah but I have insomnia for months.....
Jack said:
that's why I'm watching a movie at 1:30 AM
Jack said:
lol
Jack said:
and chatting to you
Jack said:
I have to get up at 6
Jess said:
Aw well did you want me to let you go to sleep?
Jack said:
no I don't
Jack said:
actually I want someone who keeps me company till 6
Jack said:
;)
Jess said:
well I am not sure about that one my back is burning
LOL
Jack said:
mine too...lol talk about coincidence