All alone

And all of the sudden, I realized I was truly alone.
I can't escape the thought of how I could manage to be unable to reach anyone in this world of interconnectedness. I am still wondering.

Some days I just don't feel like waking up, cause what does one accomplish by waking up to another rejection, to another failed day.
But when I do, I wanna scream at the top of my lungs, wanna run to the edge of town....wanna drive as far as I can, as fast as I can.

But instead I pour myself some tea and have light breakfast and spend the rest of the day in my room behind my laptop....just typing away useless messages and watching worthless video's.

What is a life spent in loneliness?